Greetings!

I am desperately in love with people in love and I want to photograph this phenomenon in every form. I am a documentarian of the nuance, essence, and the perfectly positioned spontaneous moments that describe what deep love makes people. I also love my Husband, my cats, a bunny, dresses from Anthropologie and the summertime. I so very long for a Bulldog, and eventually, perhaps, some wide open spaces... maybe a chicken coop. And some pigs. But for now I'll have to do with my struggling-to-live garden of herbs on my too shady porch. Mojitos, I say - before the mint goes bad!

I'm a photographer of people who love each other very, very much. I live in NYC. In this, my first year of business I've booked over 30 weddings all around the world, here in my home town, and also in California, Florida, Jamaica, Venezuela and Nigeria (just to name a few places). My images have been described as emotional, magical, and powerful, which is nice, cause that's how I feel about the people I get photograph. I will travel anywhere to watch beautiful love happening. (can you tell?).

Many things. Thank you for being here.

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A new website surprise!

This song brings me great joy, as does my profession. And it is with that spirit that my new website is up! As much as I loved the jazz number, I am a creature of change. And so, I’m really excited about it - though it really is only an intermission before the real, custom, knock your socks off, never seen anything like it before site is up. I expect it to be a long process. In the meantime - enjoy the dance party!

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A Marriage!: Melissa and Patrick

It was many months ago that Melissa and Patrick asked me to shoot their big wedding down town. As things progressed, it became a small wedding uptown, with their closest friends of family, at the wonderful restaurant across the street from their amazing apartment. The best part was - Melissa wore her mothers AMAZING wedding dress from 1976!! Her mom really had amazing taste back then, because I have seen some pretty fluffy dresses from that time, and Melissa’s dress was just so simple and quaint and beautiful. Just like this wedding. 

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I totally have a confession to make about this one below. Melissa was standing on the sidewalk. It had been raining in the morning, so we couldn’t do family pictures in the park like we planned. Things were running a bit late, and so we finally ended up doing all the portrait stuff on the sidewalk. We were waiting around for some guests to come outside for the next group picture, when a young fellow dressed in what suspiciously looked like pajamas, looked to Melissa with recognition just as he passed. I thought perhaps he was some kind of friend, dawning recognition, when suddenly, he hugged and kissed her. It immediately became apparent that she had no idea who he was, and she was so surprised, she just started laughing. Upon learning of this exchange, Patrick ran out from the restaurant to have words with the gentleman. It was certainly a farce for our amusement, but I captured these two great moments and I just thought they were so great that I glued the pictures together. This image below is totally a composite. And! The way I pasted them together, the image was almost a square shape. I used Photoshops new Content-Aware Scaling to widen up the image a bit. That thing is amazing! You can scale most images with this tool without distorting the subjects in your image. It’s not always perfect, but it worked great on this image. You can’t even tell!!

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A Marriage! (elsewhere): Tiffany and Jared

A lot.

I consider my career to have been built in the short period after Tara posted a few of my images on Wedding Bee for the first time. It was in the wake of that blog post that my whole business was built. I booked 15 weddings that week. It was insane. I went from dreaming of being a wedding photographer, to, well. Being one. One of those very first weddings that I booked in this wave was with Tiffany and Jared. I think maybe we went from phone call to contract in 30 minutes. First off, they were getting married in Jamaica. And second, and consider this stereotyping if you will, but they are both from my most favorite part of the country. So I had a feeling that this would be a good thing. I had a great feeling that we would get a long.

I so love doing destination weddings, because it’s an opportunity to really dig in. Be part of a family, but still on the outside. You are privy to intimate moments. You are right there with them through triumphs and tribulations.

Husbone and I arrived late (well, it felt late) Friday evening. After a long bus ride we arrived at Tensing Pen, which I had only seen pictures of on Flickr and on their website. It certainly looks beautiful, but I think that the images on the website really don’t do it justice. And upon our arrival, I could only hope to.

The waters were torrential. Perched on cliffs, woven into coves and spreads of rocky black earth and coral, Hurricane Paloma, though at that time plowing through Cuba, wrenched the Ocean into a twisted disarray. It sounded like explosions. It looked really scary:

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That was just one of very many giant tidal waves that tore up the place. At this time, we didn’t know about the Hurricane. Husbone and I thought that the choppy waters might have been a fluke. All should be calm tomorrow. The image above was taken from our deck, in a tiny hut with a thatched roof, perched on top of a stone pillar, at the edge of a high cliff. Much like the little hut being over taken in the above picture. Luckily, it was not a room, but just a place in which to take in the magnificent blue view.

It was not a restful sleep that night, as the constant pounding assured me that we would fall into the sea. We didn’t. And so after about 4 on and off hours of rest, we emerged from our tiny hut and made our way to the dining hall for breakfast. Tiffany and Jared and their families were there. It was an intimate affair with 11 guests, including Husbone and I. It turns out that most of them had been evacuated from their rooms. Tiffany’s sisters room had an actual river flowing through it.

Husbone and I shared a sigh of relief that our room was ok, and that Everyone got out in time before much was ruined. We went to fetch our laptop from our room after breakfast, and were met with something terrifying.

The heavy wooden doors we had bolted shut the night before had busted from the walls in a shower of splinters around the room. The bed was soaked, the curtains. I left some clothes on the floor, and I found them in a wet pile on the opposite side of the room. And to my absolute horror, my camera bag was a giant puddle of water.

My heart was pounding… I was shaking. I didn’t know what to do for a minute. And I grabbed the bag and ran out the door and back to the main lobby area to hesitantly inspect the damage. Everything. was. soaked.

Ok. But working. Ok. Everything was working. lenses were lensing, cameras were camera-ing, and I fretted about salt when everything dried. But to my wonderful relief, everything worked fine in the end. WHEW!!!

In any case, Jared mentioned. You could use our camera. I contemplated this for a moment, and then I saw his camera. It was practically as good as mine! Anyway. It was a lot.

So then came the topic of holding a wedding, that’s been planned all year long, in a place they did not plan to hold it. I was ready to shoot whatever was happening, but eventually we had to live with the idea of evacuating Tensing Pen, and moving to an all inclusive 45 minutes away. And so we moved. Tiffany and Jared were so amazing. I don’t think I would have dealt with the whole situation nearly as well, worst of all was the prospect of having the wedding at the all inclusive, over by the pool, with half naked onlookers, 45 minutes away from the cliff perch over blue seas in which they had so set their hearts.

The good thing was, that they were already officially married, so at least that was taken care of. We decided to stay at the all inclusive and head back to Tensing Pen in the morning and hope for the best. And we CERTAINLY GOT IT!!

WOW! The next day was SO BEAUTIFUL!!! And the folks at Tensing Pen did an AMAZING job of cleaning up all the damage. Despite some missing roofs of various structures, a water heater that floated away and chunks of the walkways missing, the whole place was pristine, and it was as if there had been no stressful Saturday. And I also would like to mention that they were so patient, helpful and friendly throughout the whole horrible ordeal, they were a great comfort in that uncertain moment. They made a destination wedding miracle!!! And so. Without further ado, I would like to tell the rest of the story in pictures:

Tiffany’s gorgeous Gucci shoes - in the time I’ve come to know her, the first thing I came to know is that she always wears amazing shoes.

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Tiffany’s dad found this teeny tiny hermit crab in the sand. Can anyone (who I haven’t told) guess which lens I used for this shot, and the ring shot? Hint: it’s not a macro!_MG_6418_MG_6424_MG_6473_MG_6509_MG_6540_MG_6522

Husbone and I held back tears when we saw the pure joy and elation on Tiffany’s face. There was a sense of “we did it!”, but more in a, thank goodness I don’t have to come back to Jamaica another time to have my wedding!_MG_6579_MG_6715_MG_3848_MG_6903_MG_6914

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A Marriage!: Clancy and David

And interlude while I assemble the colossal post that will be Tiffany and Jared.

When I first met Monika Broz, I was really struck by her amazing energy, and also her gorgeous photos. I was so excited when she invited me to shoot a wedding with her, on one of those rare occasions that I’m free! And so I met Clancy and David. They had a GORGEOUS wedding a Prallsville Mills in Stockton, New Jersey. The wedding was lush with Irish elements, Clancy wore a custom made dress, made from the vestiges of one dress, and her imagination. David wore tails. The cake was a like a cornucopia. And I LOVED that the dinner was family style. And to top it off it was awesome working alongside the fabulous Monika Broz. Here is a small sample from the day!

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stormy weather

Our arrival in this friendly country has been met with much adventure. I sit in the hotel lobby (our last day!) to which we were displaced after one morning of terrential flooding. I’ll recount more later, but I thought for the time being I might share an image taken from the balcony of our hut at our original resort, on the night of our arrival, over torrential and very scary (not to mention, extremely loud) and terrible seas. This is a 30 second exposure, with the 50mm 1.2 at 4.0. Be back soon!

 

The Power of Flickr

I’m currently in Jamaica… actually I’m currently in New York City, but I’ve scheduled this post for when I’ll be in Jamaica for Tiffany and Jared’s wedding. Going on this trip to the Redwoods with Ashley and Andy was inspiring, to say the least. But a lot of that inspiration came from the fact that Andy, the best actor I’ve ever known - serioulsy - we all knew in high school he was going to be famous, he just has that star quality and is obscenely talented - was interested in learning a bit more about photography. In giving him my 2 cents, I realized that this was something I wanted to share with the masses, and what better way than to make it blog-o-fied.

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This is an image taken by my most favorite photographer, Rebekka Guðleifsdóttir (I totally copied and pasted that from a Google search!). She is from Iceland, she is in her 20’s, and she is self taught. At her roots she is an artist, and her compositions are flooring. A long time ago, I saw this image, and in my photographical youth, I couldn’t imagine for the life of me how she did this. She looks surreal, apart from the image. The exposure is just so… balanced. But in a wierd way. The light around her is so dynamic, so full of depth, but it seems like the light on her looks a bit… shallow, I guess. I wondered how she was able to shoot into the sky and still come out so brightly (that’s her in the picture, she does AMAZING self portraits!). There was a long discussion about what it was in the comments section, that subtle but particular effect. Scrolling down through the comments, she explains exactly how she did it. Her camera was on a tripod. She photographed the scene without her in it. Then she set up a flash just to her right, and took the image with her walking down the path. In photoshop, she superimposed the images and simply erased the flash that was on a stand beside her. So there is a lighting effect with no apparent source, and the image comes out looking so surreal as a result. 

To a person like me, who stared at this photo for hours, who longed to be a great photographer without having any such education in the subject, this was a revelation. I began to search feverishly for certain effects that I saw in images on Flickr that moved me. I found out that the creamy blurriness found in some images were related to depth of field, I learned that it was called bokeh, and that my lens choices effected the result. I shot my first wedding not knowing what an aperture was for. I learned what it was for on Flickr. I swam through it’s pages for months on end, trying to learn how to describe certain effects I saw, so I could find out what they were called and how I could acheive them. Here’s another kind of image I saw:

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Thinking that it was a painting of some sort, I absolutely had to know how this was done. This one took me a while, but after much toil I learned, from flickr, that this is a technique called HDR (High Dynamic Range). I saw the tag, HDR, on the sidebar, and by learning what the effect was called, I could research how it was accomplished, and I made this image of the mountains near my California home, more than a year ago using the same technique:

A lot of times, my clients and fellow photographers ask me where I went to school. I say I’m a Neighborhood Playhouse school of Drama dropout. If they want to know where I learned everything I know about photography, I say Flickr. Flickr has been such a huge part of my learning, that I sometimes am surprised that more professional photographers don’t use it. It’s built like a social networking tool, encouraging people to comment on each others images, creating an environment where everyone is striving to get more comments, more hits on their page, and if nothing else it’s a wonderful way to get your work seen by those who otherwise would never have stumbled upon you. You learn, and grow, and people watch. To this day, Flickr is such a huge inspiration for the images knocking around in my head. Some of the best photographers on it aren’t even professional photographers, and if they are, most of them didn’t start out that way (like myself). And some of them are very young. Like Joey Lawrence, and Lara Jade, who were both 16 when I discovered their brilliant work. I’ve been doing this full time professionally for almost year now, but shooting and learning for less than a year and a half. The huge volumes of information I’ve collected in my aim to be the best photographer around (still working on it, I figure if I set the goal high, there’s no where to go but better) are mostly from Flickr, and looking around at other images that contain something in them that moved me, and that I long to create. The information is out there, and for me, it was mostly on Flickr. It’s how I learned which lenses would suit me best, what’s a tilt shift?, what the general function of each lens can be used for, how to get super sharp images in post, how to prepare them for my blog, how to get that creamy skin look with out retouching much… Anyway. Go check it out now - it will make you a better photographer (if, like me, that’s your goal!)

Here is a slideshow of my favorite photos on Flickr. If you go to full screen mode, you can see the info about each, mostly who it was taken by, and if there is any other info available (none of these are mine, they are all my inspiration):

 

Out of the Office (Home, that is!)

Husbone and I are off to Jamaica, to the shoot the fabulously style-ish wedding of Tiffany and Jared. We will be out of touch until Wednesday, November 12th, and will respond to all inquiries at that time. 

Only three more left to go!!

The Day After!: Laure and Tom

Of course it would be that from Jane and Eugene’s fabulous wedding, I would have been found by such a marvelous couple of people as Laure and Tom. They married on Halloween at City Hall, sadly I couldn’t be there because I was flying back from the land of giants. But I sure wish I was there when they threw a Prom Night themed Halloween Party in which they totally surprised all of their friends by making the announcement that they were wed! So, Saturday morning, though I was a touch weary from travel, I wrenched myself from my toasty bed and made my way up through the state, to their country home in Woodstock. Shocks of reds and yellows shot up from the ground like fireworks, sprinkled among them were blue evergreens, and their amazing 200 year old house that I just couldn’t stop drooling over. I so very much LOVED this session. Their friends Damien and Alyssa shot some Super 8 for a while, which I was so excited to see!! I LOVE Super 8, and I love people who know how awesome it is, too! Laure is from Singapore, and her good friend Martine was along to take some (pretty amazing) polariods to document the whole experience. And then of course, back at home was Carey, visiting from Seattle, with her very young and expressive son, Wilder. Laure and Tom were kind enough to invite me over for dinner, to which I very happily obliged, longing for the warmth of meat and conversation over these chilly, darkened days. Damien cooked and unbelievable leg of lamb with roasted roots. Everyone there just gave me such a warm and fuzzy feeling. Thank you so much guys, for inviting me into your beautifully amazing home, giving me the opportunity to make pictures of your love in such a beautiful land, and for feeding me (figuratively and literally!). 

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Ashley and Andrew featured on Once Wed!

Well there have been quite a few tidbits of news lately! Having posted the second installation of the amazing Ashley and Andy a few days ago and set it on a timer, I awoke this morning to find the new post in place, which I’ve been very excited about, and also a small feature on Once Wed, an amazing blog that is a great resource for brides with great style (*and also for finding the used dress of your dreams!)! I’m so excited to be featured among all the beautiful weddings on this blog, and I’m so happy that they featured the fabulous veils of Dorene of Unveiled Bridal Designs!

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Inspiration!: Ashley and Andy, part deux

This is part deaux. Soon there will be a part trois, and that will be some photos from the 8 rolls of film I took with a rented Contax 645, and I am very, very excited. In the meantime, here is some more awesomeness to wet your palate!

And of course, the amazing veils were provided by Dorene at Unveiled Bridal Designs. She’s amazing! Both of the veils featured here are custom creations Doreen made herself from a couple of my own rudimentary drawings. I left it up to her to choose the feathers, and the colors of the bronze veil. If you are looking for a veil, especially something custom, make sure you call her!

And P.S…. GO VOTE!!!! 

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